ulaiwjhfaliuhfsapuihawo;hhewaoiu (the sound my brain is making)

have you ever wished you could unlearn something? have ever wish your brain was like a computer and you just delete unwanted information? i'm wishing that right now. this is one of those days i would right a song about. but i can't think anything. my fellings are stuck it's like shellshock. i'm angry, and jealous, sad and longing and i don't know what the fuck else. i.........fuck. it feels like a tension headache only hollow, i know i promised i would give you guys a critique of hsm but i can't think enough to do such things. i'd tell you what the fuck i'm talking about but i've been sworn to secrecy. why am i always the last one? all my other friends have their girlfriends/boyfriends that thier completely in love with. why not me? the world confuses me. humans more so.